Today has been another of those days.
Nothing particularly bad has happened, I even looked cute today! But I just felt like blah. I just feel like things are just within my grasp but just outside of it. I feel like I need a change. I need to get out of Michigan, but I don’t know where I want to end up. I don’t know what I want to do and I don’t know where I should be. I would love to be writing for a newspaper again, but I haven’t done it in so long I don’t know if I’d get hired. I’d love to write for online blogs/news/stuff, but I don’t know where to begin. What counts as “real” online and can be used to push me forward in the future?
Ah, I just am unsure of things and I don’t know how to remedy the situation.
In the meantime, as I pout about the direction of my life and attempt to find ways to change it (it’s took early for a quarter-century crisis!), I shall continue to take photos, work on my evolving novel, knit my never-ending infinity scarf and just moving along.
Something has to give and I hope it’s not me.